Reunion.............

I sit on a starry night on a cliff watching the clouds drift over the full moon....plunging me into darkness and then pulling me out...... A cool mountain breeze blows over ruffles my hair..... It has a familiar touch... I haven’t seen anything so idyllic in a long time..... Its an escape from the facade of a controlled existence, from a life governed by purpose..... This is one of the most serene moments of my life but it has a sort of incompleteness about it...... I look back on my life and I suddenly realize that it has been a very long and tiring journey that has led me here. I am suddenly overcome by fatigue, I feel old, I feel that I have been transported here somehow...I try and think how but can’t remember....I can’t remember how long I’ve been here.... I look around once again for any sign of existence for the umpteenth time and once again all I see is the panoramic beauty.....the majestic mountains kissing the clouds, the wind howling through the woods and the river roaring as it flows..... It all looks familiar....and yet I can’t seem to remember how..... I can hear familiar voices inside my head...... calling out to me....they fill me with a feeling of calmness and completeness....Is this all inside my head??? Is it a dream....the voices continue to grow inside my head.... and yet how can they be inside my head...they seem to be coming from every direction...they bring back faded memories..how long has it been???? I rush towards them into the woods....and the voices have stopped and the vacuum returns...I keep walking...now its a kaleidoscope of memories.... I can’t see a thing.....its as if I have been blindfolded...I have no sense of time or direction..I keep moving.....noiselessly it starts raining..I can only feel the soft touch of the drops, not their sound...the world has become surprisingly quite.....its as if a barrier broke down...now its an avalanche of thoughts, emotions, memories.....I can hear you, hear all of you....I feel something warm trickle down my cheek..... I am sorry I let u fade.....I am sorry I can’t make up for all the lost time......how do I kno I lost all the time, I don’t kno......I just did lose it all......and then I hear all of you..more clearly than ever.....u are not angry....u are just calling me to yourselves.....u say u forgive me...u say I needn’t worry....that this is home...... I feel the chaos inside me ebbing away.....the feeling of calm and peace and contentment returning and I suddenly realize how I kno this place.... I have been here in someone else’s dream.....I am now running toward the source of the voices and I suddenly burst outside the darkness and into an area flooded wth the brightest and warmest light I have ever seen....I it fills me up..I can feel it running through me....and I open my eyes and see all of u there....smiling, beckoning me over.......this is home.....u have all been thinking about me, waiting for me......home is where someone thinks of you.....my eyes are flooded wth tears.....I am not able to express how happy I am to see u all once again....I just want to tell how badly I have missed u all but I am unable to speak....I just feel myself drifting towards you.......in your arms..... I kno I have found my closure.....and I kno its time to move on................................